I don’t like roller coasters.
Especially not the emotional kind I’ve been on lately.
Just when I start feeling positive and motivated and hopeful…around the next bend, Whhooosh, right back down again.
I hate it.
And just like a real roller coaster, you can’t get off if you don’t like it, you just have to ride it out to the end.
I am trying so hard to keep moving forward but this feeling of one step forward, two steps back, is driving me absolutely crazy.
I know I am making progress.
Every day is another step forward, no matter how tiny.
I look forward to just feeling like myself again, not having to worry if the ground is going to fall out from under me every day.
Every day I wake up, I tell myself
“Today is going to be a good day”
Some days it’s even true.